animo people

Last week i went to tijuanna mexico on a mission trip last week and it was a blast. i wanted to blog today and recapture the thoughts of the week. i am not gonna lie it was totally brutal as in the work. I think i made myself sick lol. pretty much of everyday we woke up at 7am west coast time and we left the orphanage by 7:30 and did not return to about 10:30 every night. It was truly a blessing. I was my second time going. I kinda felt like a rock star to because when we would hang out with the kids they would run up to you and want to hug on you lol. I am not the type of person to get wore down but there was so many kids that wanted to play that it got overwhelming. I know they don't get loved on very much so I wanted to make sure I loved on them. While I have been thinking about that thought I thought to myself man so many times in my own life i get very selfish cause i want this or that/ maybe a relationship maybe a family wound to heal/ maybe i just want to move somewhere or maybe just something else. While we were flying back to tennessee we hit a storm that was pretty much ripping nashville tn. I could c all the lighting above the clouds and it made me really think about how big God was and how small i was. I believe Hebrews 13:5 we all my heart by when it says "i will never leave the nor forsake thee." So I know Jesus has me taken care of always I don't know how come i worry, sweat it out, just really doubt sometimes lol. I know he is got it all taken care of. If God takes care of everything else he will surely take care of me cause if i really think about it its always about me anyway? whatever its all about Jesus