i write better while listening to Jay-z

Actually this post has nothing to do with jayz but i do feel like i want to talk about something true. Does anyone feel like you can do something for so long or just feel like you can get into a day to day routine. Its not like you hate your job, you really like your job and glad you have one but it just gets kinda like man i do the same thing all the time. I know sometimes i think i am a perfectionist and i think that is what gets me in trouble. Today at work i had a encouraging funny talk with a friend at work. He was telling me when you feel like you mess up as long as you recognize that and can change so you can do better you have room to grow. I thought about that and I know that is so true because i know people that seem like they know everything and they are kind of stuck up. I do not like that one bit because as people we are always growing and learning and if you think you know everything there is no room to grow. I know i have alot to learn no doubt. I was thinking about Peter in the Bible. The story about Peter trying to walk on the water. Peter had to been a perfectionist. He was trying so hard to walk on the water like Jesus but he started sinking. That story tells me over and over again about my same issue. I know that even though i am not perfect i really do believe its the faith that comes into play most for me. I want to be perfect but i know i am not i suck everyday and thats when my faith in Jesus shows up in my life the most. I know its easy to forget but whoever is reading this i am not trying to tell you how to live your life or about what to do next or anything in that nature. Just put your hope in Jesus even when things are hard. i think about being borned in America which is a blessing in itself. I just think about what happened last week in Haiti with the earthquack. I have been following a couple pastors on my twitter and they have been updating reg. They said it is hell there. I know i can't even imagine being there. I do want to keep them in my prayers. Those people had no idea the earthquake was coming. here i am living in knoxville tennessee and no earthquake. What if something happened like that here it would be devasting. Lord have mercy on us all.